For all these three years, I've had this dragonfly scene scribbled in various forms on various pieces of scrap papers. I've tucked them in with each chapter's notes as I work on it. I've never found a place for it.
So, on Monday, I was struggling again with this last little bridge thingee (highly technical craft term) that was all I needed to have done to have the whole book written and ready for revisions. It was coming along okay, but. In my mind, there was always the "but."
I flipped through all the notes trying to figure something, anything out. I found my latest additions to the dragonfly scene - "living veil," "riding her breath." I closed the bridge thingee file, opened the computer to the last scene of the novel, wove in the dragonfly scene, and really, truly, right outloud, gasped. I knew the novel was done.
My skin tingled, my face flushed, all sorts of muscles tightened and released in waves (Yes, I know what it sounds like), and I just had to go outside and twirl around my yard.
So, I've risked rereading the ending. It needs some work, but yes, the novel is complete. Not done or finished with revisions or anything like that, but still, let's celebrate.